alleyman's tarot - day two - the sun, sigil

[obliviousally]

04/02
time-ish: after midnight, before going to bed

[The Sun, Sigil] ⇧

To call the sun, you start by drawing some lines. Seriously.

Sometimes we need joy in our lives. The Sigil sun is that need put to action. it’s time to bring joy, mirth, partying to your life. living in the light and heat of the sun is a choice you can make. this sun is a call to action, to bring joy back into your life.

Damn if we don’t so often decide that we deserve this joy. the traditional sun is the one that says there is joy you can bask in. this sun is your sign that you need to make that joy for yourself. summon it up. conjure it with your tricks or your magic, or by sharing love with someone else.

in reverse, the sigil sun is that mistake of calling up joy before it’s due. forcing the after party before the accomplishment. things could be worse, definitely. but there’s a reason appreciation of success typically comes after the success.

end of the day thoughts:
i was cranky AS SHIT all day today at work b/c i got work pawned off on me by my manager and i was also just EXHAUSTED after running errands/grocery shopping the day before so i spent a lot of the day going IT'S FINE, IT'S FINE and trying to not get actually upset about workplace annoyances and bad communication.

tho, i did make some kids pretty happy today when they signed up for library cards - i gave them some cinch bags and keychain straps for their keychain cards and stuff, so i guess that's gotta count for bringing joy to someone today