alleyman's tarot - day twenty-six - the seven of bells

[obliviousally]

04/26
time-ish: hour to midnight

[The Seven of Bells] ⇧

the creatures of the wood would make you one of them. At the chime of the bell, you are being transformed into something you are not, gone solid from the inside out.

your life does not feel like your life anymore. you have been made into something other people need you to be. you have taken on the needs of others far before your own. this is folly. push it to change once more. you can return to yourself if you find what made you this way and confront it.

in reverse, this is the catharsis of stepping away from your struggles for a while. you don’t have to face your hardships alone at all times. No, you can seek vacation. Tourism in a body that isn’t your own. GO do something you wouldn’t normally do. Even if its frivolous, feels unimportant. We must be comfortable in ourselves enough to just be silly and free from time to time.

end of day thoughts
huh. this is one of those that feels like maybe the inverse would've been more apt