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obliviousally) wrote2023-04-04 01:12 pm
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there's a shadow at the back door, something's moving in the shade
it's 68F (real feel 78F), the sun is OUT, and i only had to wear ONE jacket on my way to work today. its the last day of my week b/c i'm off five days for my birthday!!!
trying to focus on small, good things. trying not to think about the looming financial burden i'm gonna be stuck with for the next year hhhh
not planning on doing anything for the birthday (big four-oh...), just hoping the weather stays nice so i can prep the garden and plant stuff and clean the porch up, mostly (well, some more, at least). play some destiny, maybe buy a fancy cake slice or something.
might also get a nice storm tomorrow, but hoping it doesn't hit until the afternoon b/c tony has an mri in the morning
i bought two little things for myself for my birthday:

possum + worm
book and music stuff of late~
๐ฎ Season of the Bruja, Vol. 1
๐ฎ Whatโs The Furthest Place From Here?, Vol. 1: Get Lost
๐ฎ Bathe the Cat
๐ฎ Chainsaw Man, #3
๐ฎ The Velveteen Rabbit
๐ฎ Chainsaw Man, #4
๐ฎ Carole & Tuesday, Vol. 2
๐ฎ The Nice House on the Lake, Vol. 2
๐ฎ Creepy Cat, Vol. 1
๐ฎ Stephen McCranie's Space Boy, Volume 14
๐ถ Blaqk Audio - Infinite Skin
- - - Well I've got a growing, got a growing list / And the names to kill are the same to kiss / And if you look deadly you'll make it
๐ถ Paris Paloma - labour
- - - Apologies from my tongue / Never yours / Busy lapping from flowing cup / And stabbing with your fork
๐ถ The Crane Wives - Nobody (Live at @ Dogtown Studio)
- - - Kill the moon beneath my window / Pull the covers tighter / And hear her voice go swinging like a hatchet through the trees
๐ถ Coyote Kid - Femme Fatale
- - - I knew his heart was mine / But his soul was sour inside
๐ถ Christabelle Marbun - salvation
- - - Find the light in my voice / Treat us like itโs blasphemy / Pray we donโt get caught
๐ถ Paramore - The News
- - - Every second, our collective heart breaks / All together, every single head shakes
๐ถ Carly Rae Jepsen - The Loneliest Time (feat. Rufus Wainwright)
- - - I went running but I couldn't catch / Just the shadow of your silhouette
๐ถ Rezz - Taste of You (feat. Dove Cameron)
- - - What am I supposed to be when you sink your teeth in me? / 'Cause I live for the way you move, I'd die without the taste of you
trying to focus on small, good things. trying not to think about the looming financial burden i'm gonna be stuck with for the next year hhhh
not planning on doing anything for the birthday (big four-oh...), just hoping the weather stays nice so i can prep the garden and plant stuff and clean the porch up, mostly (well, some more, at least). play some destiny, maybe buy a fancy cake slice or something.
might also get a nice storm tomorrow, but hoping it doesn't hit until the afternoon b/c tony has an mri in the morning
i bought two little things for myself for my birthday:

possum + worm
book and music stuff of late~
๐ฎ Season of the Bruja, Vol. 1
๐ฎ Whatโs The Furthest Place From Here?, Vol. 1: Get Lost
๐ฎ Bathe the Cat
๐ฎ Chainsaw Man, #3
๐ฎ The Velveteen Rabbit
๐ฎ Chainsaw Man, #4
๐ฎ Carole & Tuesday, Vol. 2
๐ฎ The Nice House on the Lake, Vol. 2
๐ฎ Creepy Cat, Vol. 1
๐ฎ Stephen McCranie's Space Boy, Volume 14
๐ถ Blaqk Audio - Infinite Skin
- - - Well I've got a growing, got a growing list / And the names to kill are the same to kiss / And if you look deadly you'll make it
๐ถ Paris Paloma - labour
- - - Apologies from my tongue / Never yours / Busy lapping from flowing cup / And stabbing with your fork
๐ถ The Crane Wives - Nobody (Live at @ Dogtown Studio)
- - - Kill the moon beneath my window / Pull the covers tighter / And hear her voice go swinging like a hatchet through the trees
๐ถ Coyote Kid - Femme Fatale
- - - I knew his heart was mine / But his soul was sour inside
๐ถ Christabelle Marbun - salvation
- - - Find the light in my voice / Treat us like itโs blasphemy / Pray we donโt get caught
๐ถ Paramore - The News
- - - Every second, our collective heart breaks / All together, every single head shakes
๐ถ Carly Rae Jepsen - The Loneliest Time (feat. Rufus Wainwright)
- - - I went running but I couldn't catch / Just the shadow of your silhouette
๐ถ Rezz - Taste of You (feat. Dove Cameron)
- - - What am I supposed to be when you sink your teeth in me? / 'Cause I live for the way you move, I'd die without the taste of you
